Written on Thursday, October 9, 2008 at Thursday, October 09, 2008.
I've crumple and kick it away from my dream.woke up knowing it was just a day dream dream land. It's been a donkey years when i started to wish for it.It come and go, i'll be the come and i'll be the go.And what's median of the unconstant move.Keep moving in every angle, but i wasn't in the right position to stick on those angle of thorn.What's that wish of dream for.just a dream and be meant as a dream for one whole entire life.Bacause these is this and these is meant for this.I was happy, cheerful like that sun rise your smitten bright morning, it comes with the darkest cloudy sky in reality and it end worst, that i was just an image that i've dreamt off.Keep it deep inside like the deeper blue ocean that has always been one's ineterest to know the deeper inner value of the deeper of it.Just be it darker in it, but it'll be more brighter as you move above it and it gets even brighter than that shiney sun.Because it's the knowledge in every detail of my eyes that keep that captured the image.I've tried to hold on it, been too long to hold on this.it's sick it's killing.it's a mix of the colourful image of my smiley captured with it covered by the black cruel astonishingly small evil devil image that was been thrown to me straight on my face.I woke up knowing it was just a dream and it has been a dream to me, for ages.sadly, this is just a dream that i can just keep my dream with tears accompany me.