Written on Friday, November 21, 2008 at Friday, November 21, 2008.
I wouldn't wish it to be this way.Im tear in pain at this moment.It comes and go, i know it will be with me for the rest of my life.It wouldn't wish to flash black the 15years back memory.It makes me wonder what went wrong till mommy did that to me.And the effect haunt me till tonight.It's too painful for me to bear with it.Mom, i'm sorry if i've done anything wrong all these while, but please take this pain away from me.I hate when the weather is cold! My leg doesn't seems to function now.I'm afraid!You should have kick off my head, back then so i couldn't remember any single things that has happened and stay in my 'world'.I know this is so hard for me to bring with my rest of life.I was trying my best to stand earlier on, with the help of my wardrobe for me to hold on.But it doesn't seems to functioned.HELP ME, ANYONE?!!IS ANYONE OUT THERE COULD HEAR ME NOW??!!!!I'M in pain!!!!!IT'S PAINFUL!!!MY LEG DOESN'T SEEMS TO FUNCTION!!!GOSH!HELP ME?!!PLEASE?!?!
I need this strength to go on!ARE 'YOU LISTENING TO ME AT THIS VERY MOMENT?!!I COULDN'T DO ANY SINGLE THINGS RIGHT NOW!!I'M FEELING USELESS!!
REMOVE THIS AWAY FROM ME!!