My birthday wishing list!

Just wasn't my luck to have it in my hand today. That's okay! Atleast i have a time to think about which one should i go for.I'm talking about a new cellphone.As the service provider doesn't carry the colour that i wanted, so i would rather just wait and get it this friday at PS with dad. I've been thinking which one should i go for.Blackberry or Nokia??

I'm turning 19!!

The x'mas festival are just around the corner, and people are busy getting gifts for their love one's.And my birthday are just around the corner too.So, is anyone getting anything for me on this year birthday?hahah. Silly me! Finally i'm stress free! The stress week has over.It was a preety shocked for me, to get to know if i got distinction for my abnormal psychology. It's worth after few months of burning my night with notes, that i keep on ended my night with mind block. I know, i have not been blogging that really often lately. Blame it all to my assignments. Push that aside, soso!I've dyed my hair to black, finally!I've been wanting to dye my hair since few months back, i just find ladys with black-black asian black hair are way more sexier than those brown head ladys..After aweek of break from stress of work finally my sexy disco ball is back to work. God, please return back my super striaght hair back to me, i look ridiculous with wavy hair.This isn't how i look like, with wavy hair?! Okay, atleast it's not botak. Though it's a short and simple meet up for me and ary i'm still very much appreciated to see her again, exclude the negative news that i got from her. I'll pray for your happiness babe.

3.03 PM.I'm still on my bed watching the mask on channel 5. The weather seems to keep me stay at home, it has been raining since last night. People!I want my old straight hair back! I'm sick and bored of this wavy hair of mine!SHH!!stupidly regret for curlying up my hair. Still in the waiting mode, for a reply from this pvt. printing company.I'm applying myself as a freelance journalist.Thanx to honey disco ball for helping me out with my resume. Hopefully i will get that job. as I'M sick of receiving allowance from dad everyday!!! My exam for neuropsychology and abnormal psychology will start on next week. I'm done with my neuro. Left with abnormal, i've not done yet my revision.Hollycow! Ough dear-dear khai! Please get the ingredients, if you wish me to cook for you.I'll come over to your place tomorrow after i'm done with my CCF baby!

I have so much things in my wanting list actually. I need a new make-up set(Anyway i don't apply that much make-up on my face, so i would just need some basic make-up set), as i'm a organic lover, i would love to have Body shop make-up set.That's the only make-up that cause me no skin irritation as i have a sensitive skin. Outfit.Proper handbag, and leather watch, as i'm sick of metal.to khai *HINT-HINT*.hahaha. Ough plus!! I wanna straighten up my hair!

It has been a while since i last talked to samuel. I didn't expect a call that i received at around 5 plus, was from samuel.I am invited to come over to his place on the 25th december for x'mas yearly reunion.The last time i met him was last year if im not wrong, that was during his designing stuff is been launched.I received an inbox from aisyah cousin, asking for my msn addy. Just like what i bring with myself 'no more negativity within myself'. so yea, what's past is past.Hatred.The best revenge.I don't find that as a proper way to settle things off. She sound so excited, curious, missing. It wasn't i'm the only one who felt awkward after almost 3 years of not talking to each other.She thought i'm a new person now.I don't talk like what i used to talk. Well we change, for good. Maybe ive already erased what's the past, that i ended up with no topic on our conversation. She was so busy planning a proper day with me. Frankly, i do not know sure if i should meet her up and talk things out between us.She was so excited to update me about things that i wasn't so sure for the past 3 years. I do miss the past. The moment we had fun, but sadly i've force myself to forget about the 17 years of us being spending our craziness within that 3 years. That's so sad.

Mungkin riang tertawa tiaada penah

kita ngerasakan ianya berganti

dengan tangisan, suka duka menjadi satu

perjalanan dalam perhentian kehidupan

yang telah ditakdirkan untuk tidak

berpisah akhirnya terpisah,

ketemu juga di hujung simpang

tiada kabar dan berita

senyuman berubah menjadi murung

ketawa berubah menjadi marah

pujian menjadi cacian

Something flash into my mind right now.It's about the last week activities i had at his place. I've became their mini chef with his sister was away. I went to cook chicken with carrot porridge for his niece, nana. While i cooked 'ayam masak kicap' for him. I'm the chef's daughter also known as mini chef.haha.Hope u're recovering by now, nana. I've been spending my night with migraine lately, it just annoyed me for these past few days.Sotong, has been messaging me for the past few days, i'm sorry for not replying your messages lately.I've been 'busy' with myself i guess.Get me a birthday present, or i kill you??choose?! Darling ary francesca! Prolly, we'll be going out on this coming tuesday okay!Just before that, i need you to come over to my place in the morning so we could get started with the home-made organic face mask as i've already gotten the ingredients for our romantic home made facial session.haha. *aku  nak romen kau *LOL!!

Till here for now.

Blog again, bubbye!