It has been a while since i last talked to samuel. I didn't expect a call that i received at around 5 plus, was from samuel.I am invited to come over to his place on the 25th december for x'mas yearly reunion.The last time i met him was last year if im not wrong, that was during his designing stuff is been launched.I received an inbox from aisyah cousin, asking for my msn addy. Just like what i bring with myself 'no more negativity within myself'. so yea, what's past is past.Hatred.The best revenge.I don't find that as a proper way to settle things off. She sound so excited, curious, missing. It wasn't i'm the only one who felt awkward after almost 3 years of not talking to each other.She thought i'm a new person now.I don't talk like what i used to talk. Well we change, for good. Maybe ive already erased what's the past, that i ended up with no topic on our conversation. She was so busy planning a proper day with me. Frankly, i do not know sure if i should meet her up and talk things out between us.She was so excited to update me about things that i wasn't so sure for the past 3 years. I do miss the past. The moment we had fun, but sadly i've force myself to forget about the 17 years of us being spending our craziness within that 3 years. That's so sad.

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